I'm actually not. I won't make excuses because that's weak but I'm working on fixing that. Honestly, it doesn't matter much to me how I contribute but would like to take part in some way, logistically, resources etc. I understand the importance of optics and am willing to play a ah, less visible, role while I get my shit together. I just care about the final victory, and I'd like to contribute in some way. But I appreciate the consideration even if my current physical condition is a non-starter. I'm not a neck beard though, I promise! 
