Hi, mate.
I needed a long break. I was thinking of taking a sort of Sabbatical year and coming back in Christmas, but I cannot really enjoy a pause like Nigel after the Brexit referendum. As soon as I heard news of Trump's Zio-war on Syria, I immediately came back to see what happened. I used to think I was emotionally strong enough to fight in a race war, but the things I read and watched all these years scarred me deep down. It affects me more than what I want to admit.
The Holodomor and the rape of Berlin were the two of the worst redpills I ever read. I cried reading A woman in Berlin.
I had an horrifying nightmare once in which I tortured a person, and after the intense terror I experience that night, I don't want to come back to the Discord chat ever again.
The screams and the blood were Hellish.
I will still remove kebab, but I don't wanna live with hatred in my heart ever again.